The Poems (Part 13)

ExpressItDude
4 min readJul 11, 2021
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Look to the far and emptiness
We cannot feel a thing but a suffer
Do we need to blame everything on fate?
Or do we need to accept and move on?

One by one is leaving their promise
Bothered one to unbothered one, afraid to disturb a peace
So what do we need to do?
We utterly are suffered

So let us know what do we need to do
Rejection comes after and after
They leave us and leave us
We are not the ones who become prioritize

So tell us, what do we need to do with this emptiness?
For years you see this and do nothing about it
As we struggled until hanging our neck on the ceiling
So tell us, what do we need to do?

We suffered yet lucky
Are not we?
What do you want?
We do not know a thing

So please do not give us hope as you will stay
That can be the one who hurt us the most
We are going to die anyway
But please, do not give us hope like that

So tell us, why do you do that?
We are exhausted and ran
We want all of this to stop for good
But life is a place to destroy our heart

So let us tell you,
That we suffer
That we suffer
That we suffer

So do not pretend you care, please do care
So do not pretend you know, please ask
So do not pretend you understand, please understand
So do not pretend you are on our side, please be on our side

Because in the end, we know that we will give up
We will be ended
A red river will flow
And all you can do is reflecting back to the past

Under any circumstance, we do not understand what is going on
Life under privilege and look to the poorer
For the love of God, we cannot be grateful all of the time
What 5 angels do to us exactly? too weak

So let us be clear, we love our life
But our heads never allow this to happen, tell us what is wrong?
We were destroyed by life so far, now you expect us to live normally?
How generous is that?

We look to the hill, and we see what we need to see
Why cannot we destroy our thought? We suffered
We want to live on the chosen path but we deny the choice
Live under contradicted life, so far so painful

Why? why are we like this?
Why? why is life like this?
Why? why did you do that to us?
Why? what is wrong with everything?

We want to live in harmony, but life is not the right place
Under this storm, we learn to live in the punishment of our Lord
So cannot you remember everything all of the time?
Lullaby, shining through our darkness and then disappear

So let state it under the stone and our crown
We do not live to be a special human being,
We do not live to be an outstanding human being,
It is just the way it is

It is heartbreaking fate, but what can we do?
Nothing, we have done everything but the choice is not really on us
So let us be clear again and again
There is nothing wrong with not being so special

We do not to be outstanding
We do not to be number one
We do not to be his favorite
We just need to be happy and obey, that is all

Because in the end, we only a pioneer of life
There is someone that plays with our life, but we take a little part in scenery
So let us be clear again
There is nothing wrong to be ordinary in their eyes

Because you, you need to amaze yourself
Because you, you need to fulfill yourself
Because you, you do not have to be the most in front of them
You just need to satisfy us, and focus on us, not them

There is nothing wrong with being a human, a normal one
We are not born to be what we think about
But that is okay
Because what we need to is just to be happy

So let us take a time to accept our fate and light off our ego
Appreciate everything and forget about them
We love ourselves, we need to take a look at our head
What is in there? Because we love you.

Shine on you
Live in ordinary fate
Live in happiness
I love you

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